i'm just a young boy...

testing out!..

2006-02-17T07:32:00.000-08:00

my blog is screwed up. the skin wouldn't change. stubborn head blog..=/

scara

2006-01-22T01:26:00.000-08:00

that girl that lives in a ark
stood all along by herself
never understood what her friends were doing
drinking gambling smoking
she stood by her principle
and live by it

she was being mocked at
all she did was smile

alone she live...

this is a dumb essay make during boredom in camp...=)

xellism..

2006-01-18T03:24:00.000-08:00

i need a new phone!!
crappy desire i know..
had a extreme makeover yesterday
had much fun teasing petrinasaurous
her algae hair and big fat ass...
=)
got to use some of the words learnt in english!!
hahaha.. english so cool(psychotic teacher)
maths so fun(another psychotic teacher)
i'm startin to love school

living a jaded life
apprehensive abt wad i am called for
ain't lucid ain't narcissistic..
i ain't much..
alwats lookin down on oneself
probably my achilles heel

wahahahas. i need more improvement.
=)

KUDOS TO THE LORD ALMIGHTY...(correct?)

2006-01-12T03:57:00.000-08:00

i have a black grey white wallpaper of a dark colour fading in my phone however i can't print it up... had a bad headache today so i laid on my bed smsin people.. lookin at my wallpaper it some how thoughts jus poped up in my mind... so i felt this. and i kind of summarize it.?
looin at it we often mix up wads black and wads white. wads right and wads wrong.maybe the things we've been doing everyday is wrong maybe the wrong things we hv been avoiding is right?. in a society i'm livin now. right and wrong seem also the same there is no clear line or dividing line. But no matter how facts are jumble up. The word of God is real and is true because we worship a real living God that tells us what is right and wrong.
Although many of the time we do not understand why God did this and that we know that it was always for a purpose. In matthew he tell us that if we ask him he would tell us and if we seek he would give us( my own summary=P ). But people ask "sometime he doesn't tell me why". i found an answer for that. o well GOD has an answer for that. If it was so chim why would he tell u. he tell u, u also dun understand right. so be patient and soon when u found out for yourself the satisfaction is greater. So be patient and put ur faith in the Lord.
Do not ponder and think that God don't love u he's biased. Our God is not Biased and he loves u and i ... it makes him sad when u tihnk that u dun love him... why do so many people fall down and nv pick up from walk. its because they are not patient and they don't put their faith in God.
Faith is important.Prayer is ur bread.The more u eat the stronger u grow.
-axel loves God

GOd is Great

2006-01-11T03:52:00.000-08:00

“ In my anguish I cried to the LORD, and he answered by setting me free. The LORD is with me; I will not be afraid. What can man do to me? ”- Psalm 118:5-6
God said this to me.Often i fear others.I may look brave but i ain't.He solved my problem.I thank him.I praise him.God i thank u...Often i want to put it as a conicident.But he struck me times and times again.
Mystical is our God.His power is real. =)
Forsaking
All
I
Trust
Him
Sherwyn great in all this stuff...Really.

as little children we were thinkin of christmas more
with all the gifts and toys
we knew we'll find but we never realised
that 1 baby boy borned 1 blessed night
gave us the greatest gift of our lifes

nice lyrics...=)
arghhh test are comin up so stress...
eat ur vege-s
-x.t

true

2006-01-10T05:51:00.000-08:00

watch your thoughts ..
they become words..
watch your words ..
they become actions..
watch your action..
they become habits..
watch your habits..
they become character..
watch your character..
they become your destiny...

nice?...=)

camps...

2006-01-09T03:54:00.000-08:00

camp rocks... i'm in love wit camps...=)

2006-01-09T03:51:00.000-08:00

argh...

2006-01-08T05:49:00.000-08:00

arghhh life so busy and lonely... ur friends around u jus simply can't be bothered to care...
arghh my breast are tearin apart with all the sudden pumpings...
sec 4 lead an example...
i trouble whether to go bb or cell...
arghhh!!...
i trouble whether over so much stuff love life everything...!!
i jus feel like sayin F it... but i know i can't...
i need to find a way out of this crap...
its jus the beginin and i'm half dead...

someone jus tell me wad to do... i know i am pathetic...
i alwaes have...
arghhh

[y blog when no one's see]

questions abt urself...

2006-01-07T07:19:00.000-08:00

busy...

2006-01-05T07:04:00.000-08:00

hey guys... well i dun think anyone comes rite... well sorry for super late update super tired and busy these few days for camp... watchin mtv heard this song... the mtv is nice... so check it out...the lyrics are not bad... one of the better creation to me by eminem...

[watch the chorus...]

Eminem Talking) Yeah.... it's my life.... in my own words i guess.... (Verse 1) Have you ever loved someone so much You'd give an arm for Not the expression No, literally give an arm for When they know they're your heart And you know you were their armor And you will destroy anyone who would try to harm her But what happens when karma Turns right around to bite you And everything you stand for turns on you despite you What happens when you become the main source of her pain "Daddy look what i made" Dad's got to go catch a plane "Daddy where's mommy?" "I can't find mommy, where is she?" "I don't know, go play, Hailey baby, your Daddy's busy" "Daddy's writin' a song, the song ain't gon' write itself" "I'll give you one underdog, and you got to swing by yourself" Then turn right around in that song, and tell her you love her And put hands on her mother who's a spittin' image of her That's Slim Shady Yeah baby Slim Shady's crazy Shady made me But tonight, Shady's rock-a-bye-baby, huh... (Chorus) And when I'm gone, just carry on Don't mourn, rejoice Everytime you hear the sound of my voice Just know that, I'm lookin' down on you smilin' And i didn't feel a thang So baby don't feel no pain Just smile back And when I'm gone, just carry on Don't mourn, rejoice Everytime you hear the sound of my voice Just know that, I'm lookin' down on you smilin' And i didn't feel a thang So baby don't feel no pain Just smile back... (Verse 2) I keep havin' this dream I'm pushin' Hailey on the swings She keeps screamin' she don't want me to sing "You're makin' Mommy cry" "Why? Why is Mommy cryin'?" "Baby Daddy ain't leavin' no more" "Daddy you're lyin'" "You always say that, you always say this is the last time" "But you ain't leavin' no more, Daddy you're mine" She's pilin' boxes in front of the door Tryin' to block it "Daddy please, Daddy don't leave, Daddy, no stop it" Goes in her pocket, pulls out a tiny necklace locket It's got her picture "This'll keep you safe, Daddy take it with ya" I look up, it's just me standin' in the mirror These stinkin' walls must be talkin' Cause man I can hear 'em They're sayin' you got one more chance to do right And it's too night Now go out there and show 'em that you love 'em 'fore it's too late And just as I go to walk out of my bedroom door It turns to a stage They're gone, and the spotlight is on And I'm singin' (Chorus) (Verse 3) Sixty thousand people All jumpin' out their seat The curtain closes Their throwin' roses at my feet I take a bow And thank you all for comin' out They're screamin' so loud I'll take one last look at the crowd I glance down I don't believe what I'm seein' "Daddy it's me, help Mommy, her wrists are bleedin'" "But baby we're in Sweden" "How did you get to Sweden?" "I followed you Daddy, you told me that you weren't leavin'" "You lied to me Dad, and now you made Mommy sad" "And i bought you this coin, it says NUMBER ONE DAD" "That's all i wanted, i just want to give you this coin" "I get the point, fine, me and Mommy are goin'" "But baby wait..." "It's too late Dad, you made your choice" "Now go out there and show 'em that you love 'em more than us" "That's what they want, they want you Marshall they keep" "Screamin' your name, it's no wonder you can't go to sleep" "Just take another pill, yeah i bet you you will" "You rap about it" "Yeah, Word, K-K-Keep It Real" I hear applause, all this time I couldn't see How could it be, that the curtain is closin' on me? I turn around, find a gun on the ground Cock it, put it to my brain Scream "Shady" and pop it The sky darkens, my life flashes The plane that i was supposed to be on crashes And burns to ashes That's when i wake up Alarm clocks ringin' There's birds singin' It's spring and, Hailey's outside swingin' I walk right up to Kim and kiss her Tell her I miss her Hailey just smiles and winks at her little sister Almost as if to... say.... (Chorus)

its some kind of story in a rap... feels not bad...=) comment...

new year!!...

2006-01-01T04:58:00.000-08:00

a new year,,,
new beginings... not livin on past glory and past faults
but settin a side and rising up
goin back to school...
fear the teachers
presurrize by school work
but see great potential in students...
i shall do alot...

=)
x.t

fluttering

2005-12-31T12:42:00.000-08:00

am i still hangin on to my earthly pleasures?...
can i ever remove them...
life was like a drama show...
i dun know know why things alwaes dun out that way...
curiously i dun understand why ppl loves dates...
they love to remember dates...
they love to remember the day they fell for this guy
the day they broke up...
the day they met this friend...
i think they make good accountants...
-calculative...LOL...

my mind is always in a messed...
i'm a slacker a person who love to stone...=)

dude its not about the BRAND.
its ABT the QUALITY
=)

Jesus

2005-12-28T10:38:00.000-08:00

i have a friend .. his name is JESUS...!
i know his around but i can't find him...
i wan to thank him and praise him...
i know his listening but his not in my room...

hmmmmm...

give us clean hands...

2005-12-28T09:05:00.000-08:00

have u make time for him?
bow our hearts
bend our knees
turn our eyes off evil
renew our heart
clean our heart
for we r a generation that seeks u...

boredom desperation and loneliness...

2005-12-27T22:30:00.001-08:00

sitting in front of the tv
waiting for a sms which seems so long...
sittin in front of the com
wating for a reply that nv seems to appear...
everyone seems to have their "party ravers"
and yet i sit alone wit myself ...
i think my best friend would be the computer...
i tok to him like almost everyday and almost every hour

wad a sp i'm...
hahas... o well ppl invite u out to watch movie wit them...
u reject them yet complain abt boredom...
i'm like stupid retarded freak...

my home is like some stonage where i sit alone...
so if ya pity me please send me some entertainment i'm gettin sick of cable tv...

=)

have u...

2005-12-26T06:59:00.000-08:00

as i was sittin infront of my com...
so lonely... so bored... well its like a normal day...
thinkin of hows life gonna be...
the people that have well been in my life once...

i suddenly felt this warmt and love..(u know it)
my mind appears of jesus...
his love is so great...
i felt like crying...

have u been touch by his love...
have u been so warm and words could not potray wad u want to say...

God may not be sitttin infront of u...
but he is in ur life...he's great...
i thank him...for his mercy and grace...

o well if ya readin and its boredin u...
i'm sorry this blog more like my own thoughts...
if u hate it leave...
sorri...

if ya curious abt God...
please add this email:xealtan@hotmail.com

hahas... advertising... nah... jus promoting...
his a real thing...=)

bless

2005-12-25T23:13:00.000-08:00

everyone!! today jesus was born....
*clap clap*
yea...because of him we have todae...
praise the lord...
blessed christmas to everyone...

=)

questions...

2005-12-24T00:16:00.000-08:00

o well i think my blog has become a place where i express my tots?...
so if ya not interested the top right hand corner has an x please press it...=)

i'hv suddenly got struck by something...

ppl alwaes ask why has god done this to me
why din't god come when i wanted him
why din't god answer my prayers
why din't god do this and tat...

but have we ever tot of why din we do this for god and not for ourselves
why did we pray because ppl force us to...
why din we read our bible willingly
wad have we done for god to let him be happy
to let him know that we are his children alwaes ready to be used...

i know i myself is a hypocrite(i nv got the spellin right)
o well i'm one who thinks
yet never accomplise it...

i'm one who pray yet sin...
so wad have i done for God...?
wad have u done for God..?

hmmm christmas at katong was not bad...
o well... i was disgusted... i was standing outside a pub...
i saw this woman wearin indecently bring her daughter wit her into the pub

Gosh!! wad kind of mother is tat?...
aren't they ashamed?!...
wad impression will the daughter have on the mother ...
seein her mother flirt wit other man...

wad has the world come to?...

father we worship and adore u...
=)
-x.t

xt

2005-12-23T11:52:00.000-08:00

y is everyone pitying themselves...
hmmmm y do human look on the bad side...
they alwaes complain and yet nv praise
i'm one example...
hahaas... o well i'm tryin to change ...

i use to like a phrase...
reap what u sow...
get wad u have done...
chimalogy...
hahas...

recently i'hv been so shy...well i have a shy nature.. i wouldn't tok to ppl...my intiative is like shutdown...
hahas..so if ppl think i veri dao than actualli quite true...
i'll jus blend wit my atmosphere... hahas...bad or good i dunno...
i call that a flaw myself...
i wanna be outstanding...!!
hahahas...

and ya marcus.. that last post not abt anyone from church la...
hahas... its abt some "friends" of mine...lol...
i'hv learnt to be optimistic...

cause i got the father the son and the holy spirit...=)
lalas...
prides kills b4 destructions...?

-x.t

friends...

2005-12-21T23:05:00.000-08:00

i jus got home from orchard...
had a "pinching" day wit bettina or banana girl...
hahas...o..well...

my ear drums are somehow bursting?...
i tihnk i had infection in my ears...
soon i will be deaf...

friends...
brings u joy and happiness...
may bring u sadness and troubles...

somehow i alwaes had a problem wit friends...
they tend to hate me...
well if ya guilty can u please tell me...

i rather know than be put in the dark...
if ya dun wan me to tok to u
jus tell me... i'm a veri nice person i won't kill u la...
=)
i alwaes have this feeling that ppl ard me hate me...
or am i thinkin too much...
probably wit all the bad influence and negative thoughs of the past...
even christian friends back stab each other...
dun they?...i'm not sayin all la
but a minor percentage

well from young i dun dare to trust anyone...
even till todae there so much inside...
i'm such a negative guy...o...well..
maybe i suck at as a friend(suck is not a vulgar its a figure of speech it means lousy)
i have poor personalities...

ya...
well... i'hv jus got to live on...
=/...

-x.t [thnx hong for the card =) ]

brain blasting effect...

2005-12-20T19:31:00.000-08:00

my mind is messed up...!
my brain hurts....!
the cable guy is outside fixing the thingy...
i'm here blogging...

prayers are like our daily food...
we eat them to get filled wit the lord...
ready for the day...

seminar sermons are like sharkfins(thats wad marcus says...)
i keep them as meat...
the give u zest and more energy...
more of the lord...
more of the holy ghost...

i'm listenin to an old song..."its all about jesus"
its all about jesus ...
its all about the covent he made...
victorious he rose up from the dead...

hahas... i love this song "all for love"
fred knows...
lyrics is great...
well for the verse well...

camp was great...
did i mention it?...
well the fire is burning...

end times are near...
i wanna have a wife and childrens...
b4 i go up...=P...

if this year was fast..
nxt year will be faster...

quicken time
for the messiah is coming again...

i'm bored alone at home...
i'm not sympathetic...

-x.t =)

hmmm...

2005-12-19T19:47:00.000-08:00

have u been sitting in a area where everyone seems to be like the old u...
when u recap back and think that wad u have been doing for so many years
thinkin now... wad's so cool?...
it seem so childish so retarded...
hmmmm... have i grown?...
i dun really think so...
probably just figure out...
however sometimes i still end up wit my pastimes...
changes are appearing...
i wan to rise up... i dun wan be that axel anymore...
in order to help those around me... i need to rise above them and conquer their problem...
i yearn for that day when everyone ard me is save...
lookin at my ambition its so small...
i wan to be ambitious and do something bigger than tat
this life is not abt me anymore... its abt him...

its probably when u are alone... and bored and no one replies u...
when temptation comes...
when u go into deep thoughts...
u figure out many things...
so thank God...

life not the same anymore...=)
-x.t

jokes

2005-12-18T06:25:00.001-08:00

okaes jokes... i jus got ps by the stupid cable man...hmmmm
A blonde decided to commit suicide by hanging herself from a tree in the park. A few days later, a man was walking his dog and spotted her hanging from the tree. He asks the blonde what she is doing and she replies, "I'm hanging myself." "You're supposed to put the noose around your neck, not your waist," said the onlooker. "I tried that," replied the blonde, "but I couldn't breathe."

A lawyer and a blonde are sitting next to each other on a long flight from LA to NY.The lawyer leans over to her and asks if she would like to play a fun game. The blonde just wants to take a nap, so she politely declines and rolls over to the window to catch a few winks. The lawyer persists and explains that the game is really easy and a lot of fun. He explains" I ask you a question, and if you don't know the answer, you pay me $5, and vice-versa." Again, she politely declines and tries to get some sleep. The lawyer, now somewhat agitated, says, "Okay, if you don't know the answer you pay me $5, and if I don't know the answer that you'll ask me, I will pay you $500!." Figuring that since she is a blonde that he will easily win the match. This catches the blonde's attention and, figuring that there will be no end to this torment unless she plays, agrees to the game. The lawyer asks the first question. "What's the distance from the earth to the moon?" The blonde doesn't say a word, reaches in to her purse, pulls out a five dollar bill and hands it to the lawyer. Now, it's the blonde's turn. She asks the lawyer: "What goes up a hill with three legs, and comes down with four?" The lawyer looks at her with a puzzled look. He takes out his laptop computer and searches all his references.He taps into the Airphone with his modem and searches the Net and the Library of Congress. Frustrated, he sends E-mails to all his coworkers and friends he knows. All to no avail. Afterover an hour, he wakes the blonde and hands her $500. The blonde politely takes the $500 and turns away to get back to sleep. The lawyer, who is more than a little miffed, wakes the blonde and asks, "Well, so what IS the answer!?" Without a word, the blonde reaches into her purse, hands the lawyer $5, and goes back to sleep.

lots of lil johnny jokes...

Little Johnny's teacher sent a note home to his Mother saying, "Johnny seems to be a very bright boy, but spends too much of his time thinking about sex and girls." The Mother wrote back the next day, "If you find a solution, please advise. I have the same problem with his Father."

Little Johnny went to his mother demanding a new bicycle. His mother decided that he should take a look at himself and the way he acts. She said, "Well Johnny, it isn't Christmas and we don't have the money to just go out and buy you anything you want. So why don't you write a letter to Jesus and pray for one instead." After his temper tantrum his mother sent him to his room. He finally sat down to write a letter to Jesus.
Dear Jesus, I've been a good boy this year and would appreciate a new bicycle. Your Friend, Johnny
Now Johnny knew that Jesus really knew what kind of boy he was (a brat), so he ripped up the letter and decided to give it another try.
Dear Jesus, I've been an OK boy this year and I want a new bicycle. Yours truly, Johnny
Well, Johnny knew this wasn't totally honest so he tore it up and tried again.
Dear Jesus, I've thought about being a good boy this year and can I have a bicycle? Johnny
Well Johnny looked deep down in his heart, which by the way was what his mother really wanted. He knew he had been terrible and was deserving of almost nothing. He crumpled up the letter, threw it in the trash can and went running out of the house. He aimlessly wandered about depressed because of the way he treated his parents and really considered his actions. He finally found himself in front of a Catholic church. Johnny went inside and knelt down, looking around, not knowing what he should really do. Johnny finally got up and began to walk out the door and was looking at all the statues. All of a sudden he grabbed a statue of the Virgin Mary and ran out the door. He went home, hid the statue under his bed and wrote this letter:
Jesus, I've got your mamma. If you ever want to see her again, give me a bike. You know who

hahas...
Little Johnny comes home from sunday school with a black eye. His father sees it and says, "Johnny, how many times do I have to tell you not to fight with the other boys?" "But Dad, it wasn't my fault. We were all in church saying our prayers. We all stood up and my teacher in front of me had her dress in the crack of her butt. I reached over and pulled it out. That's when she hit me!" "Johnny," the father said. "You don't do those kind of things to women." Sure enough, the very next sunday Johnny came home with the other eye black and blue. Johnny's father said, "Johnny, I thought we had a talk!" "But Dad," Johnny said, "It wasn't my fault. There we were in church saying our prayers. We all stood up and my teacher in front of us had her dress in the crack of her butt. Then Louie who was sitting next to me saw it and he reached over and pulled it out. Now I know she doesn't like this, so I pushed it back in!"

last one
The teacher asked "Tell us what good things your father has done during war" Johnny raises his hand and says "Well he hidden people at our house during war" the teacher says "oh thats nice" Johnny goes on "but thats not the whole story, he made them pay for staying in our house" the teacher says "well, its your house, your father has a right to do it" then johnny continues "thats not everything, he still hasn't told them that war is over"

wan more come find me...=)

concept...

2005-12-11T01:15:00.000-08:00

the concept ... is chim... hahas... i can't disclose to u all... bettina will kill me...
sweethearts = honey = candy = chocolate = sugar...lol
well i'm not the mood of bloggin...
fred is evil...sadistic..gosh...!!

jus pure boredom...

2005-12-09T19:21:00.000-08:00

i'm so bored..
bored by wads ard me...
convict of the unconvicted
craving for my addiction
living for his use
nothin compares to him...nothin...
all things praise him except humanity...
well i'm still quite struck and amzed by that line... all things praise him except humanity which is very true...
i'm stuck wit sins... jealously... lust ... greed... wadeva...
i'm convicted...i'm struck by wad i'm doing...
everione seems so blessed yet unknowingly the end times are near... its like jus a few decades later...
but have we started prepare... have we started reading more of his word... to pray more...
to live a sinless life... to live a holy life... to be guilty of our sins and start praying.. and repenting..?
somehow or rather no one cares... are we havin abundance of freedom as a christian...?
are we sure that we wan this freedom..?...
well blog later...=)...think abt the

my conviction

2005-12-09T07:47:00.000-08:00

seems that the conference or meeting dylan brought me to was enriching... rather... the responsibility as a christian... to call urself a christian may seem easy and weightless but it's actualli veri heavy and tiring... well thinkin back at wad the speaker said... made me feel so...sinful... i'm a convict... i have convicted against him high above...am i holy enough to see him... and holy enough to meet him...i'm guilty of wad i did... i'm guilty conscious..they said pray...even when praying i'm a short pray-er... as in i am not serious enoguh for my daily prayers... God show me... i seriously feel so down now?...hmmmm i need an extreme changover by december... there so much i need to change... somehow or rather during the session...everione cried except me... well i din had the feeling...was i not touched...? well i dun know... life seem like a roller coaster... my ups and downs are comin non stop..
jealous of wad others have... appreciative of wad own... wad am i? ...
yea... i jus got a new book for me to scribber...=)...
update later...probably...

dumbotic...

2005-12-08T07:19:00.000-08:00

jus came back from sgb... go warehouse work less than 2hrs... i'm so happy my department (toys) is so neat...=)
it was so slack... soccer was fun... the ppl were actualli quite good... 4th coy... can match zheng skill...lol...
dylan sure is havin fun wit my counter...hahas...
well i and sherwyn book either monday or tuesday go eat sakae sushi... haahs...
life is building a raft well the vice versa... sometimes u need raffia strings but there onli short ropes... well life is full of ups and downs... is jus how u face it and treat it... i'm more of a hapy go lucky guy(like wad sherwyn said)... but i ain't simple... hahas... a guy who doesn't open himself out... well i may tend to tell u stuff wadsoeva...
hahas... but there so much problem within me...
and ya the guy name anonymous...[thats actually quite a cool name for a guy well gay?] hahas... good job... got future ah... potential hide and seek player... nxt time wan qurrell dun qurrell at jess there la... come my here... i need some tags ah... ahhas... wad a pathetic loser... i wonder how he lives his life... in the dark?... i wonder y ppl put anonymous... are u scared ppl find u and beat u up?... well i won't... hmmm i'll sue u for slangter...lol...too afraid to face up to me... well if she's a girl nvm la... girls shy la... if guy ah... that guy mus be some deprived guy off so many things... he got to live in the dark and not show his face... well...god bless u la...
hahas...
lastly... i 'm tired... and andy's chua [priest GM... ] getting baptist this sundy... should i go?... hmmmm....=/...
“ Jesus answered, "I am the way and the truth and the life. No one comes to the Father except through me. ”-john 14:6...

-xell... memorising...lol

last night...

2005-12-06T18:43:00.000-08:00

wow i reach at 2am and i'm broke... veri ... 60+ i spent... gosh... i mus learn how to save... but i din buy anything ...!! sians.... wonderin how to live tmr... hahas.... hmmmm i watch prime... i tot it was a comedy... well it is... and its sick... me and sherwyn were like... 0.0... hahas... there were sex scene evertywhere... AND ITS PG!... WAD THE...pg and sex... gosh... kid please dun watch...=)
hahahs.... i'm doin project later wit jess... and cheoks... sians.... i'm broke... sob sob...

[i'm tryin to remember verse...!!]
1 timothy 4:12...
Don't let anyone look down on you because you are young, but set an example for the believers in speech, in life, in love, in faith and in purity
i got that from sherwyn... i thank god for the fellowship...=)

weirdly...

2005-12-05T19:36:00.000-08:00

missin my mocha frap.. hmmm well everione ard me seem so blessed that they have found the girls they wan and of course pleasing to the eye too... hmmm am i despo for a girl... well not realli.. but i'm jealous.. hahas... but who cares right... seem to be my mentallity ever since... who cares... well probably using it to turn myself into a more optimistic guy...hahas... well girls somehow seem to be a often plesant and irritating things... experience tell me so... of course i'm not a good stead that y i dun wan to have anymore girls... i dun wan to hurt anyone anymore... hahas... untill i find someone that can mentalli help me... hahas...i'm such a troublesome guy....
well to mitch go for ur girl dun lose ur chance ...cause chances come onli once or twice... once u lose it dun regret ...believe in God and listen to ur heart... Dom too... well blessed be the one that believes in God and learns from his words... =)
-xell...[like the parable of the lost son][so meaningful...]

Judges!

2005-12-05T04:49:00.000-08:00

back from camp....hmmmm lets see ...it was a great camp but not the best... hahas... hmmmm its was fun... esp wit the SLs(jun wen hongxing all...!!) and my bunk mates... hahas... and of course some of the the new friends i made like meng kian ...cieh cieh senior pro... sorri la... ahahs... well veri fun... and daryl... the mad guy... gara gara... hahas...and our best friend... ANAN!! the singh boy... =) hahas... i feel so racist after the camp... hahas... Judges rocks... hahas... guild of GUILDS!! wow......paintball was great... archery was fun... kayaking was muddy... dragon boat is exciting... this camp jus has so much activites yet so little time... hahas... and everithing was great... although we won i stilll think that crusaders are good... seriously =)...hahas...
i love anan...!! hahas.... the recharge ur batt were useful... veri useful...
i love the song "tell the world" although its like ancient... birthdae bash rox!! we were like high for GOD...!! i wan to go fop... ahhas...
god bless everione...=) where is judges!! ORDER IN THE COURT...!!

arghhhhh...

2005-11-30T07:53:00.000-08:00

well i jus broken a promiss i made wit god ... argh!! God please forgive me and give me another chance... hais...
well this my last update b4 i go to my camp...well i'm okaes wit the camp... jus dun wan see much ppl there...anyway i am a camp leader so i mus still have the camp leader spirit right?... yup =)
life jus like a camp... it jus depends on ur attitude... realli...hahas... everyday is a new day... chicken little... so cute... but super short movie... go watch on weekdays... hahas... i'm in love wit the runt and the fish... the runt so cute... looks like andre... so clumsy... but he wans to be the porcubine...lol... jessie is the foxy... hahahas...
i'm in love wit my mocha frap... had 2 todae...lol... 1 at coffee bean and another at starbucks... haahs... i still love starbucks... well i hope my life will be great...
hahas... every success starts wit someone's dream... =) my ending words... have fun take care... dun miss me =)